Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Just Because

Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. -Show me the person who doesn't, and I'll...think of some appropriate punishment.
[X] I have many scars. -A faint one on my leg from falling off the woodpile when I was very young, and a recent iron burn. I'm surprised I don't have more, given my propensity for burning myself on the oven whenever I'm baking.
[ ] I tan easily. -Does burning count? I burn easily, and then it fades to tan.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. -At least, I used to. Now I wear contacts.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles. -When I'm bored I make up constellations with them. There's a set that looks like Cassiopia somewhere...


Family/Home Life

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ]I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday. -Definitely. Now I just need to find the man to do it with...
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[ ] I'm in school. - I WISH!
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. -Almost, a couple times. Especially in Anthropology
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. -For a blizzard. The worst thing is, I stayed up late the night before to finish a paper.
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll/Deans list within the last 2 years. -I guess magna cum laude applies.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from a job -I make copies for personal use a lot. And I snitched a couple candies from Susan's when I worked there.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school. -As in skipping class.


Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. -Coke, during a slumber party with people I was not too familiar with, and who all found it excessively funny.
[ ]I've had my pants rip in public.


Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone. -My collarbone, from falling out of bed, in elementary school; and my middle finger of my right hand in seventh grade doing the Presidential Fitness tests.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. -I guess the hospital counts.
[X] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. -I only had three! So it wasn't too bad. But when I was coming out of it I apparently had a whole conversation with my mother that I don't remember.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. -I was probably driven this far when we went to Maine.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa....


Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city. -But only a little lost.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star. -Probably.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. -Everyone else did in college, but I just couldn't bring myself to.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. -Of course, I went to Bryn Mawr! It's a tradition!
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing
[x] I've been in a play. -Yay for Godspell. And the church Christmas pageants.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night. -Thomas Roof, Pem East Roof...
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. -Not all the way through in one sitting, and never with live performers.
[x] I've eaten Sushi. -I worked with a girl from South Korea last year, and when she stayed with me over Thanksgiving break, she made vegetable sushi; so of course I had to try it. That seaweed paper...or something, just made me gag, and I had to go into the bathroom and spit it out. I felt bad.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships

[ ] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. -Especially that of never having someone in the first place.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. -Well, crushes.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex -More of an intellectual crush, really.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. -More often than I like.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. -Not the whole world...just most of it. ;)
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. -Actually, my grandfather has me on video changing the rules of a card game I was playing with my sister when we were little.
[x] I've cheated on a test. -Rather guiltily, yes.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. -Underage drinking, I suppose. And people growing weed in their backyard (crazy Germans!)
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted -The little candies in the Pick & Mix in the grocery store, when I was little.


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. -Well, for sore throat instead of coughing.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. -I hide from people, especially when I'm down.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying. -Isn't everyone, on some level?
[x] I hate funerals. -I hate having to go to them...they're always so...awkward. And all those crying people make me start to cry, and I hate crying in public.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself. -Well, an epitaph. For a creative writing assignment. But I do wonder about what people will say about me when I die.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. -I have a certain fascination and enjoyment of it, but only those series that I get introduced to by other people who know what's good.
[ ] I own a designer purse, costing over $100
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic. -No, and I wish they'd make things in my size.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don't like people. -Um...sort of. I can deal with people but I usually like being alone, or with a small group of friends.
[x] I'm a feminist. -In a yay for girls way, not a kill the men way.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic. -Independent, and actually right on the line between Democrat and Republican.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal. -Slightly more liberal than conservative, but see above.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly. -It took me a long time to loosen up. Of course, my mother's restrictions didn't help.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


Random

[x] I can sing well. -I'm more of a harmony voice than a solo voice, but I can sight read well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. -The opposite, actually.
[x] I watch/read the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. -Most of the time, which is why I have no appreciation for rap.
[ ] curse regularly. -I dislike cursing.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person. -I can be either a morning or night person when needed.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. -Quite. ;)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. -Contained mess. And I have to clean if it gets past a certain point.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. -Yes! And people like me for it. ;)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. -Blue. Why this selection?
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love. -Seeing as that's all I have to love at the moment...
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. -I used to be, at school.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. -It won't keep me up all night, but I'll definitely be nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails. -I used to.
[x] I play video games. -Sometimes, with my little brother.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. -That's a long time. I have a good guess of what I want to do with the next few years of my life, but that's about it.
[x] My answers are totally honest -More honest than not! And if you believe that, I have a bridge in New York you might be interested in...

3 comments:

Becky said...

Hey, somebody random found you and said hello! That's exciting... and sort of made me forgot what I wanted to say. I think... that I am relieved that you also are afraid of death; I was beginning to worry I was the only one! And I didn't know you were on the line between Democrat and Republican... what do you mean by that? Is it particular issues or just a general thing? I think it's interesting. Maybe that's all I had to say, but probably I'll remember something else I wanted to comment on as soon as I hit send. Oh well... :) Oh, wait, I think it was that everyone keeps saying they're in love with love and I don't get what that means. *chuckles* Which I guess is part of the sign that I'm not? But still. I'm curious about that too.

Katie said...

*laughs* Yes, I'm surprised too!

On the line between Democrat and Republican...well, in high school government class we took surveys which would tell us if we're more liberal (ie Democrat) or conservative (ie Republican) and I was precisely in the middle. Which is why I registered Independent. There are particular issues in each party that I don't agree with, so it makes it hard to choose during elections. I don't think a single one of the people I voted for won in this past election...oh well.

Being in love with love...is sort of that instead of being in love with a person, you're in love with the idea (or state) of being in love. It's sort of like being a (traditional) romantic, and wanting cute guys with flowers and whatever else happens in those books of Maddie's. (Except for the breaking of the nose. That was a little strange). Perhaps when I've actually had someone to love, I won't do this anymore...but through college I've noticed that I'm definitely more of a romantic than I think I am.

Becky said...

Ha, I just saw that you replied to me here... I think in college-->now I've noticed that I'm more of a cynic about love than I thought. But I don't know if that's really true or not. I just know that I instinctively would say I'm not in love with love.

Did you ever check out that guy's journal? What is it like?