I'm now officially on spring break. Shouldn't I be happier?

Instead I'm rather depressed at the amount of work I have to do over break--basically planning two whole units--and paranoid that my CT is going to give me a bad evaluation and I'm going to be hit out of nowhere with it.

Not to mention that I feel like I have a million things to do to get ready to leave.

I so just want to curl up in my bed right now. It's awful that it's break and I still don't feel like I have that luxury.